Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Thinking

Tomorrow 8am class, but i still cant sleep. When lying on bed, my mind keep appear many thing...i really wish can dun care anything just a hand snatch her to b with me but....really cant do it...
My mouth keep say i will be alright,dun worry. I really can?i also don't know....Wait her 1 year is not a problem for me...but i don't know how to pass my life in this year.
I can be happy and smile, but inside my heart is full of fucking pain and a floor of blood. Keep bleeding and bleeding.... A normal human really can survive in the life like this?? Now, i just can trust god...hope you really will help me....
My blog 'A Meaningful World'...it really so meaningful...full of feeling...struggle,pain,suffer....maybe this all is have to face by all human being. I damn miss you now, you know? my mind really can't stop thinking you now!